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You would think as someone with my trust issues, I wouldn’t fall so hard for someone. You would think I would guard my heart, but it’s the exact opposite. For some reason, God gave me the trait of love and empathy. I think those are wonderful, yet painful, traits to have. It is easy forContinue reading “Page 42”

As I sit here today, I am fighting tears. I opened myself up. I was vulnerable. I gave myself to another, again. And again, I am alone. Am I hard to love? I don’t think I am, but the fact that I can’t keep anyone in my life leads me to believe otherwise. I amContinue reading “Page 41”

How do you stop the voices in your head? The one’s that tell you everything is falling apart. The one’s that tell you that now that you have what you want, you’re going to lose it? That you aren’t good enough for what you have now? I honestly thought that I was past this insecurity.Continue reading “Page 40”

How do you “be there” for someone you love that is going through something unimaginable? There isn’t anything you can do to make it easier, there isn’t anything you can do to ease thatpain, all you can do is listen and pray. It doesn’t feel like enough. It feels like a cop out; a wayContinue reading “Page 39”

I am a chronic overthinker. I feel like every time I get close to someone, and I share my feelings with them, they will get mad and leave. I’ve never been good at sharing my feelings or opinions, I’ve always kept them inside, which is very dangerous. I am trying really hard to do better,Continue reading “Page 38”

    “Songs and smells will bring you back to a moment in time more than anything else. It’s amazing how much can be conjured with a few notes of a song or a solitary whiff of a room. A song you didn’t even pay attention to at the time, a place that you didn’tContinue reading “Page 37”

Does anyone else self-sabotage? Things start going really welland you don’t think you truly deserve the happiness and contentment that has come your way so you un-intentially self-sabotage. I’ve realized that I do that. Not because I want to, Lord knows happiness is what we all strive for, but I think subconsciously I think IContinue reading “Page 36”

Is there a limit to happiness? Is it possible to be happier today than you were yesterday? I know that happiness ebbs and flows like a river, so does sadness, but can you ever be too happy? Do you ever think to yourself “I don’t deserve to be this happy?” I do. Almost every day.Continue reading “Page 35”

I’m feeling kind of insecure lately. You know how when things are new and fresh and knowing 100% that someone is definitely into you, but as time goes on and things become “normal” you start to wonder, well at least I do, if that feeling for the other person has changed for you? It’s aContinue reading “Page 34”

I’ve been sitting here all day thinking about The Boy. He is growing up, has a girlfriend who is wonderful, driving, doing his own thing. As I think about that, I wonder if I did a good job. Was I, on some level, an emotional burden to him because I never took care of myContinue reading “Page 33”